1. kerja banyak n aku tidur around 4 - 5 hours je per day..which is ok i guess. tapi aku agak cranky this week..aku tunggu org je wat salah ngan aku..bg peluang aku snap skit..! kehkhekhe..keji pula
2. whoever friends who read this, note this. aku dont give a crap korang nak upload gambar aku muka burok ke...muka hodoh wat aksi bangang ke..none taken. aku tak kesah sbb aku believe dat is me n people just have to accept the fact that i'll be looking that preposterous. THAT IS ME. yang membuatkan aku give a damn is that when people or people who call themselves my friends, start to giving out comments yang macam celaka. macam aku takde perasaan. macam aku leh accept all. bajet2 r wey. manusia nih kan pelbagai jenis dan mempunyai pelbagai perasaan. ko harap semua org boleh accept insulting words macam ko blh terima n dat just wrong darling. dats y aku cakap bajet2. sebab kita hidup dgn orang bercakap dengan orang. maka kena la jaga hati orang.
point aku kat sini, berpada2. bergurau ada hadnya. kalau dah sampai jatuhkan air muka seorang perempuan, dengan giving out comments yg kau bajet kelakar dan boleh berkongsi ramai2 untuk berkelakar, than u r one selfish person. sbb ko fikir diri ko je nak seronok2 n rasa macam "heyy aku starts this kelakar frenzy kinda thing" macam ignite that 'kelakar situation'..yeah right. n then u want ot justify ur action by telling that other people do worse than u did, peh......talking about taking things at ur convenience. total BS. whats wrong is wrong la. u dont justify urself when u'd say sorry.
aku cakap nih based on the fact aku dah byk kali kena. n aku bit cranky this week. i'm sorry tp inilah hakikatnya. just bear that in mind, bergurau, ada hadnya. and respect. ye, the keyword is respect.
3. aku rasa aku kena rancang balik kehidupan aku yg dah haywire nih. by this day, aku rasa ada 4,5 bulan tetibe aku lost. macam ehh mana aktiviti2 yg patut aku wat to keep myself bz n to keep myself happy? aku macam byk kerja je these past few months...or was i...? so prioritynya skrang, aku mahu hidup! hidup dalam erti kata yg sebenarnya. bernafas dengan udara yang sama dan menghela dgn memejam mata dan menikmati oksigen di setiap tubuh aku. (crap ayat...spm bm still hampeh) living life to the fullest! ooommmmmm~~
4.eventho this is a crappy week, at least ada 3 occasions yg buatkan aku big smile. tuhan itu maha adil..dia bagi kita cranky..dia bagi gak kita happy. wakakkaka...happy ke...? tetibe nak nyanyi lagu i dont wanna miss a thing. kehkehkeh
5. keypoints entry kali ini : RESPECT, PLAN and LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST. (macam nota ceramah motivasi pule..)
raya @ rumah madam hanita.. tp aku sempat (or just terfikir) nk snap time nih je.. suboh do harrass arshad-vin, azahar with hafsah n adie..yg sokmo tak cukup tidor.
sabtu.
ini rumah awang kek kualo pilah. baju merah, awang ngan his lady d.
sblm itu @ umah mahdi, felda tembangau 2, bra. i mean bera...hehe (lame) cahaya menerangi rumah cik melah ketika 3 anak muda bersolat zohor n asar secara jamak qasar.
aku n aina bersama pengantin yg sgt2 rileks dan kurang stress ketika kejadian bersanding versi pahang berlaku.
comey dan sepadan... tapi aku urghh...still takleh process diorg nih dah kawen pastuh bermesra mesraan secara sawan di depan kawan2....eeeeeee..mahdii..get a room la!! :P (aku rasa kalau dpt nak je mahdi nih ciom2 ikha depan kiteorg...aaaaaa~~)
wallpaper @ umah mahdi..terlupa nak ambek gambar bunting besar gadang
aaaa..persembahan kebudayaan oleh kanak2.. pendek kata mahdi nye majlis kat tembangau nih sejibik macam homestay nye majlis kebudayaan. before yg ini, ada pakcik bersilat. dan sebelum itu kompang maut. dan selepas tarian cuhmel kekanak nih ada dikir barat plakk...grandddd i tell u kahwen mahdi!!~
aa..perasan tak budak baju merah yg berjoget kat bhgn tengah belakang tuh...kanak2 itu seorang perempuan! kesian..kena berlakon jadi lelaki..sbb tinggi kut...kekhkehkeh..
muka kagum pengantin2 tgk bebudak menari dgn harapan mahu mendapat anak yg cuhmel dan pandai menari seperti budak2 itu jua..kehkehkehke
thanks to hadi (for the alphard) and suboh (being d driver) ..aku, aina n ucop duk di belakang ibarat datuk n datin layan movie sambil berselimut sejuk. wakkkakaka...
*hari nih malas kat ofis sbb kerja rumah yg bawak balik weekend lalu tak siap..takut kena berdiri atas kusi, encik mizi denda..hoho
tp nih nak full mode la wat keje nih...chaiyok!chaiyok!!
Many happy returns to my beloved friends, Ikha n Mahdi. May Allah bless u both. huwaaaaaaaa... ikhaaaaa...camne nak hangout pasnih....~~~
thursday evening, after sesi fitting baju..ikha membelanjai aku makan di giant foodcourt. tengok ikha n mahdi...macam kurang serius je..padahal mlm jumaat sudah mahu dinikahi. bukan orang2 tua kata takleh jumpe before kahwin ke? oh tidak bagi pasangan ini...selamba ya ya je seperti majlis itu adalah majlis open house! wakakkaka... (anum..sori le muke awak masuk suku je dlm pic nih..kehkehkeh)
mahdi sebelum di pakaikan tanjak di kepala. seperti biasa, ala2 malu sbb aku ada..ahh sudahla...mahdi lost 5kg before the wedding...giler kan? mesti sbb minum jusmate! kehkehkehe...
baju ikha ketika di fitting.. sbb ikha cam lost weight dlm 2kg, baju tuh cam sedikit loose. eh boleh pengantin kerja keras cat rumah bulan puasa? tak faham aku..bukankah konsep raja sehari nih bil ma'na pengantin tak wat keje2 berat..? hahhahaa...tp ini lah ikha...dr dulu yg aku kenal dia..dia mmg suka dan akan wat kerja sendri..for self satisfaction n perfection. dan hasilnya mmg la menakjubkan. aku selalu rasa ikha cam ada this power of taking charge of her own life. miniature but fiieeeerrcccee~~~ tgk baju pengantin nih..dr segi corak n design n color, mmg boleh kata lah..this is ikha.. its like ikha's imprints are all over the place. of course lah sebab her wedding..n i'm so proud of her. bride yg betul2 tahu apa yg dia nak. (kalau aku..aku serah je kat mak aku..kehkehkeh...punyalah pemalas..) n of coz, dia nye hantaran wat sendri..kagum kan? cantik n stylish..n sooo ikha..! kehkehkeh..sori la takde gambo hantaran...the night dia nikah tuh aku nye battery fon kong tahap cipan..
tuan punye gambar..my housemates, zakiah! (gaya kak shank panggil nama anak murid) n aina salwani nurgaya
ahaaaaaaaa...kenapa aku makan di meja pengantin? sebab aku pengapit! wakakkaka... hampeh..aku dah cakap kat ikha aku nak melantak udang ms kahwin dia n ikha mengalu2kan niat aku..sekali bila sampai time makan..macam kurang berselera..apekahh..~~~ saya mahu udang!! pastuh abg mie (d photographer) dok tunggu je aku nganga mulut suap makan..cis!! aku pon bukak mulut kecik2 je la..mana leh bg spoil image pengapit ayu bernganga besar ketika makan!
huuuu..ikhaaaaaa....dah macam kurang relevan nak nyanyi lagu spongebob tuh... mahdi..ko kena jaga kawan aku betul2..ko jgn nak sakit2kan hati dia (which aku tau ko tak wat ponk).. kalau ikha nak melahu dgn aku dan rakan2 wanita yg lain ko kena bagi (ye..aku cuba pulangkan ikha sebelum tgh malam..:P ) aku nak anak sedara cepat! okeh? wkakakkaka... ikha..congrats!! aku tahu ko tersangatlah happy n i'm so happy for u bcoz u guys r sooo match made in heaven!.. n sorry if ada terkurang masa aku jadi pengapit ko ke apa..(eventho ini dah masuk kali ke 3 aku jadi pengapit..aku still cemas..berpeluh cam air paip..ikha jugak yg rilek...hampehxxn aku)
roomies ketika di tingkat 4, asiah college. betul ke nama college kita asiah? aku dah lopaa.. wakkaka.. with the ever gorgeous intan n tina. wey.. moh le kite bersuka ria secara bujang (par-tay all night long aaa) ..orang lain dah takleh join kita...wakkakakak...
lepas nih sapa, emon dulu ka aina dulu? ke shima? (nampak gaya geng gagak hitam semakin berkurangan...crap..~)
wakakka....
yg pasti, live life to the fullest la...! girls..perhentian jom next year! better, sipadan!
i had a blast celebration. in Kuantan of course. usually we went back to Terengganu, but this time around our raya was at Kuantan due to the fact that my dad cannot stay long at KT doing nothing. my mom's cousin weeding (ganja party..haha) wedding was on 25th september, so, to be fair to my dad, kiteorang raya kat KT like on 4th raya la..plus...my tok was not around, she's in KL sending off my cousin who's going to UK. giler lame (as in the english word) raya takde tok at ganu...mak aku pun biasa2 excited nak balik pon cam chill2 je kemas barang n all...apatah lagi aku n kakde..mmg bermalas malasan.
najwa on babah's lap. takleh berenggang langsung!
ika (my 7 y.o cousin): najjWWaa(menyebut nama nih secara sengau) ...pok ngamang ngamang... someone else: apsal ngamang2? ika: sbb kita kat teganu kene tambah N n G lah..
so raya at kuantan turned out ok! we went to mak long's house the very first morning as she is the eldest in the family. macam family gath gak r sbb adik2 mak long yg lain pun ada...(which are my uncles n aunties la)
pastuh 2nd raya we had a family gath kenduri..macam biasa..organized by my dad.. tapi macam biasa jugak i'll be the last to know about the kenduri lah..standard bapak aku la tak bercerita langsung pasal mende nih..bila cousins tanya..aku pon terkebil2 la:
aku: hah..kenduri ape?? other cousin: ahh aok takkan tak tau...boh (abah) aok la yg organize..! aku: aboh kawan (saya/aku) mmg gitu sokmo..bukan nok bgtau ke kawan nih..
seperti biasa bukan ramai la showed up..ah..kalau semua kumpul, umah arwah tok ki takleh sustain the load. bapok (byk/besar yg amat sgt) ramei...!
cuti raya kali nih agak memberangsangkan la...syukur alhamdulillah..walaupon recession.. bahagian org tertentu dpt la ditunaikan. everything went well. happy and content. and of course, enter the batmobile :8P
untuk sesiapa yg aku tak wish lagi, again, Selamat Hari raya. Aku mintak maaf kalau ada terkurang, terlebih..or any -ve TER lah yek...
the chocolat~~~
activity wajib sepupu2 perempuan yg young adults n adults (referring to those who above 25..wakkakak) gambar2 pelik tak dpt nak diperlihatkan (apa punya perkataan nih) di sini sbb semua kat FB n i cannot login to my account sue to some effing site maintenance..
2. work
enter the week of pain. keje. ngehngeh... 1st day boleh la melantak main internet lagi kan...come tuesday gua dah dapat keje la...fine la..aku tak kisah pon..lagi ada keje lagi bagus... if not i'll be feeling useless la kat my company tuu.. tapi..rupa2 nye ini sebuah keje yg kene pulun.. fine.. tak kisah..enter the ISO thingy..sedikit damn di situ..tapi keep the spirit of positivity intact la! which turned out to be....hwo do i put this..inexperience-ly unwise on my side.
keje ofis mmg score la...1st week after raya dah stay up...ahaaa...konon2 bajet leh siap keje at least by 8.30pm..sekali..dekat kul 2am aku br smpai SG. mmg macam hawau la.. sbb the next day nak kene gi shah alam plak..which was unfortunate for me sbb kene bangun awal, kalau tak mmg mala petaka la..disebabkan aku mmg ada history akan sesat barat (sesat yg amat sgt) di shah alam..kul 7 am aku kuar..dats left me with what..3 hours plus to sleep? cannot goooo!! aku gi seminar tuh selebet2 je... which bring us to this:
3. ISO thingy
aku tak mengerti apa akak SIRIM tuh repekkan!! its unfortunate for me bcoz of my inexperience, i cant digest what they've lectured to us. ape jadah purchasing? ape jadah processing? what are the procedures? what the F are all that? i'm willing to go the seminar in the 1st place bcoz i thought that will be beneficial to me..to gain exposure n all kan..which is true but it turn out that, people who attending the seminar or what they called it a Mentorship Program (its under sime darby requirement for consultants to go thru ISO certification in doing their jobs la) are EXPERIENCE CONSULTANTS AND MANAGING DIRECTORS. DIULANG, EXPERIENCED!! i'm out of the league here!! i came clean to them said that i'm a fresh grad, a junior level architect who has not been exposed to the office system, desing and planning procedures at all...i might learned them in theories at university, and God knows la...aku mmg dah lupe!! the trainers were astounded la..bcos diorg dah ingatkan the MD's to send out experience people, bcos this program is a 6months cramp course. we'll be audited by April 2010..and that left the company what..6 months to prepare all the documentations what the f semua? GILER KO!
in this program, we have to establish a management representative in order to create procedures, plan out things, giving out orders n being themedium between the bosses n the subordinates..thus the participants of the program should be somewhat a management level person! someone senior n experienced beyond years.. i have no problem in learning or attending the course but somehow the inadequacy of my knowledge could jeopardise my company in getting the certified ISO. so how? honestly, i dont mind being the steering committee for the ISO...tapi kalau dah aku nak kene ngadap big bosses n tell them what to do apa semua...its not only awkward..its just wrong. i myself cant picture what things to do..! i want to involve but looking at the current situation..the company have to send somebody who has more technical background than me. ko nak suh aku wat documentation in kasta bawahan can la...u want me to order the senior archs around? r u effing mad?
n we already gotten our assignment: creating a QUALITY POLICY, BUSINESS PROCESS MAPPING, PROCEDURES FOR CORE PROCESSES! pejadah...all these ISO jargons really makes my head swell. some of u might said..alah..learn je la..and then distribute the notes to other colleagues n then apply what u've learn..ohh no sir...its not that simple.. ! how u expect me to learn, to digest the information when i have no background on processing what so ever? like i said, i dont mind trying, tapi kalau kelembapan aku nak memahami all of modules (who should have been attended by more senior person ) affecting the process of getting the ISO, ape gunanya? kan?
nih kene bgtau encik mizi je lah nih...aku dh bgtau miss ong..and soem other people at the office..(kesian cik mizi dia tau lambat) which was kinda worrying gak la.. sbb..another problem was..our company registered to the the sime darby proj nih ada 2 branch.. boleh gitu? so who'll be the MR (management representative?) which branch yg akan wat control room? if Klang Lama branch become the HQ, by right, that buffed Ar. Lau lah will be the MR. but who's gonna be the Document Controller (who is supposed to be somebody from HR).. then enter my problem la..my inexperience tuh.. tapi kalau Ar.Lau were to be the MR..at Dmsara Perdana side pun kene ada deputy MR. which has to be someone yg experience juga.. then baru leh aku leh interframe. nnt ternganga je aku time Ar.Lau nak wat bizness mapping tu..nak help out takde ilmu..haihh dilemma...
but i really hope i can help out in the documentation procedures n all.( ISO nih bagus gila la..makes ur office more organize..n plg penting the Quality Management System will lead to Customer's Satisfactory. hah..! its all about the customer tauu..! where the money roll in.) at least aku leh taruk dlm resume kan..tp nak held out responsibility yg gile bebeng nye big as if aku THE technical manager of ADT Dmsara Perdana..macam somewhat disturbing lah.
panjang lak aku membebel kat sini kan...(sbb takleh login FB...hampehxx)
4. triangle meeting after eid
meeting update gossip yg membawa kepada seorang jejaka yg meletakkan notes pakai receipt kedai makan apa tah on ziera's car dgn ucapan.. "tadi saya nampak awak..dan saya ingin berkenalan(lbh kurang gini la ayat dia tapi ayat selepas ini yg plg betul sekali)..maafkan diri ini kerana pandang2.."
hahaha..whadapp?? (barney stinson's style)
oh abang rambut swak (gini ke eja?) berimage kan baju batik in my head..hahaha...
me n ziera..
sexy mama...bahu tunjuk lebih sbb nak umpan abang rambut blond kat belakang
"korang wat peace, aku pegang pisau ok. aina...diam2 pegang kamera ok?"
"selepas makann..kite lumurkan krim pada mukaa..~~ agar kulit lembut dan mempesonakan!"
"hey hey..! ape korang buat nih haa!?" tanya aza lagak bouncer.
dan emon explain. "kami ajar tina...urut2 muka..urut mata..untuk mengurangkan kesan kedutan!"
pejadah pepagi aku wat nih...
dari aku mengarut macam nih..baik aku ucapkan,
selamat hari raya. maaf zahir dan batin tulus dari hati aku yg keji ini. halalkan yg mana terambik, terkurang. terkasar bahasa n all. we r only human...uhuuuu
lagu Siti Nurhaliza - Melawan Kesepian (boleh menitis air mata subuh2 hari dengar lagu nih weyy):
what doesn't kills you, makes you stronger kan? move on and live life to the fullest.
point short movie ni, future sketchup ke or motivation of love? wakakaka...dlm sejam leh wat 1 whole street se detail itu..mmg kwang haja laa....mungkin cip pemprosesan dia AMD infiniti kut? kalau stakat pakai intel D..jenuh le nak wat...mau pointer mouse tuh tersangkut dek keberatan yg abadi dgn byk components n material cenggitu.
tapi nice kan short movie nih..? hehe..
btw, sila tgk 15Malaysia short movie, Meter by Benji Lim. Hilarious! Kelakar nak mati Khairy Jamaluddin. sebijik macam taxi driver yg mmg byk cakap giler..
"..kalau nak jadi astronot..takkan nak cakap bahasa melayu..aa..kepala hotak ko..kat NASA tuh dengan apa 'Houston, kita ada masalah' apa diorg nak faham Houston, kita ada masalah? Mestilah kata, Houston, we have a problem!" dia bebel2 kat mamat melayu yg bleh cakap mandarin kat passenger seat..pastuh ahhh...korang tgk sendrik la...yg penting KELAKOR!
btw, janganlah kaitkan apa yang dia wat as UMNO/BN propaganda..just enjoy the show je la.
ada masa tgk nih www.15malaysia.com ..layan Halal by Liew Seng Tat..itu lagi macam haram kelakar.. part tak tahan masa Makcik Ong cakap kat Adibah Noor, "ini ayam bukannya babi. babi babi babi babi babi babi....." bongok giler. btw, seme video tuh boleh download kat website tuh...kewl eh?
kacak dan pandai bermain piano. suara sedap. sayu dan syahdu..panas mata nih panas....(tahan sebak sambil teringin makan putu bambu..boleyh..?? sungguh tak patut..)
anak pakcik sharipp nak jadi seorang yg environmental conscious tapi maintain hot. anak pakcik sharipp juga percaya pada karma. what goes around comes around, what goes up must comes down. oleh itu, berbuat baiklah pada sekeliling.
